I have to say that I am usually not an attention seeker. However during times like this I really need some attention. Over the weekends Yaya went to Genting Highlands and after what has happened I really do not know what to do. Daddy texted me asking me what happened between me and Yaya. I told him the truth and I realized that my actions were indeed very disappointing. Daddy tried to talk to me over the phone after texting him what I did. However, honestly, I swear, I was too ashamed of myself to even talk to daddy on the phone. I am constantly feeling wrong and there is this hollow space in my heart. I feel very dissatisfied due to my actions. So please daddy, I am really very sorry. Please, I really need somebody to turn to now.

I know how completely childish and immature the above mentioned paragraph is and I am fully aware of how stupid and ignorant I am. Daddy, your advices I do understand and comprehend but I did not think through before doing what I did. I am really sorry.


Over the weekends I attended a very executive and high-end camp. This camp is about discussing the issues of racism and letting the campers think through about stereotyping. It explores the difference among cultures, races and enthicities. I have to admit that I enjoyed the camp very much and that I managed to fufill the objectives of the camp. Even though it is a two day one night camp, the group and I still managed to show teamwork cooperation and the camping qualities throughout the entire camp and discussion. Bravo Group One!

These are my team members. The ten of us including the two excellent facilitators.

The camp was held at Nanyang Executive Centre and therefore the accomodations given were superbly high-end. I indeed enjoyed my showers and the comfort of the bed as well as cable tv the entire morning til I overslept and was slightly late for the following day activity, which also means I skipped breakfast.

Yaya & Daddy, I am really sorry =(
i love you both. i do.

4:11 AM